back to heber

well, we made it to heber safely. the flight was long and horrible. paxton slept maybe three hours (out of 5 andahalf hours) of the flight. the rest of the time he whined, then cried, then screamed and threw things until the lady in front of me gave him a lollipop. that shut him up. since james left he's gone into his separation anxiety stage, every time i walk out of his sight he cries and pitches a fit. that with his molars all coming in makes for a cranky toddler. he doesn't always cry, but it sure seems like it sometimes. he had a better day today than yesterday, until dinnertime. he had to cry himself out tonight before he went to sleep. i hate to let him do that but he won't be consoled. he throws his sippy cup away, pushes me away if i try to hold him, and runs back to his bed if i let him go. motrin, tylenol and orajel are going to be part of the bedtime routine til that last molar pops thru.

not only do i have a cranky baby, my poor hubby is sick. he has a cold and a toothache and his neck hurts. but the man won't buy tylenol! i want to take care of him so bad, but if i buy him tylenol by the time it gets there he'll be feeling fine. i guess he's so used to me taking care of him when he gets sick that he's forgotten how to buy his own medicine. i try to take care of him the best i can and i worry about him gone. can't help it, i love him too much. he doesn't know how much i do love him and he prolly never will. i guess i'll just have to show him every day. alright, done with the mushy. (i miss james. can you tell?)

i started a blanket for james. i have 5 rows done in half double. its wider than i am tall so its gonna take a while.

this is a video of me tickling paxton. its the second time around, the first time was more belly laugh but lisa doesn't know how to push a button, apparently.